Ultimatium

I need to know that I’m enough. That I’m a priority. That I matter.
Because if I’m not, then I shouldn’t be here.

I need to know that we’re worth fighting over. Getting behind and sticking by.
Because if we’re not, then why am I here?

I need to feel appreciated. Loved. Cherished. Respected. Wanted.
Because if I’m don’t, then I’m lost.

I need to feel happy. Like you’re the center of my world and I’m at the heart of yours. Like every move we make, every decision and action and feeling is done in tandem.
Because if I don’t, then who do I have?

We need to find a way to communicate. Get on the same page. Trash the insensitivity. And over-sensitivity. Understand each other’s strengths, weaknesses, heartaches, tones, needs and aspirations. And find where we fit together.
Because if we don’t, then we’re lost

We’re lost and we’re losing. We’re loving, but our love means nothing, is worth nothing without the financial backing of honesty, trust and mutual respect.

I want to be worth something. To you. To just you. To only you. He has given me life to live, and I want you in it. He has given me time to spend, and I spare no expense on you. He has given me my breath to breathe, my love to lose and my self to give and it’s all yours.

He has given me a choice to choose, and I’ve place my wavering trust in you.

We need to find a way to make this work. To function and feel and fall and love and learn and keep and grow and know… that we’re worth it.
Because if we don’t, then we’ve lost.