‘No’ means no, not neglected

I am not overly demanding. My needs and wants are legitimate. They are real and not childish. They are reasonable.

So what’s the problem?

PROBLEM: I am completely irrational. 
CAUSE: I’m not used to hearing ‘no’.

When I know what I want, I ask for it. Not only that, though, I expect ‘yes’. I expect compliance.  The asking is just a formality. Something I do so I don’t seem like a brat. This is not a request. This is a direct order: love me as I want to be loved. Do this. Do this regardless of your own wants, needs or obligations. If not, I get upset. Hurt. I think you don’t care. I feel alone.

What rational human being would react like that? GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

Don’t worry, I’m working on it. This girl is under construction.